Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in jcs_7th_equinox's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
10:02 pm	Ice... The other day,my daughter n pup were outside. keeping us cool was depleting our ice-maker faster than it could keep up. And then I noticed that my girl n the pup were both crunching ice like it was there last meals.... wish I could do that , but I'm happy with slush-ee's Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
12:48 pm	Kid's n pet's Ok I understand that talking with my pup n girl are about the same "Sit" "sit down" "down" "Come here..." And durring this Potty Training all is well with the pup, little wareie of wet paws but its motavation 2 hurry up n get back inside.but not so sure is to my daugther picking up "dirty habbits"...from watching the dog.why she is supper facinated with her own poo, n is confused cuz the dogs n cats both do things outside, n we tell her "no" n have to ask repeatedly where do big girls go potty?"in the potty chair" , good girls, "but daddy I'm a puppy"..... Current Mood: grumpy Current Music: Janis n Siouxsie (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 2nd, 2005
10:29 am	the future is uncertain and the end is allways near Some one and a few others told me that this next move we were planning to "help" other people.Was not a good idea....I am beginning 2 see that now.Wellp less than 2 months till moveing day n are moveing mony has been spent on food 4 da kids n some minnor bills n such , so it'll b hard, but my family will survive and grow stonger over this and show the ture spirit of those who have left us!and they will b oh so more proud of us!How we pull together n everything. Thank you again 2 my other mom for showing me the light!! -Jc Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: the wonderfull sounds of silance.... (Comment on this)
10:10 am	I had a wonder full weekend Wellp as most of you know it was my wife n I's very first wedding aniversery , All though it was a hard one becuz of the selfish n spontainious actions of others.We mamaged to still enjoy ourselves, and make the best of a sour start.We enjoyed gooffing off and spending it with the joy of our offsprings happiness. wellp I am sorry that this weekend ended up on the same weekend as other peoples moveday, if it was any other weekend I would soo b there!!!And I hope that you got it all done safely and are enjoying the new seanery of you'r new place and hope if u still need any last min help other than unpacking let us know.Again enjoy you'r ned home. And for those who also shared this weekend as there "May day wedding day anniversery weekend" I hope that you'r went better than planed n that all you'r plans and dreams have been acomplished 4 you'r 1st year!!I wish you all the best on the rest of you'r many years together! -Jc Current Mood: unknown Current Music: Sky Cries Marry (in concert) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
12:56 pm	Why bother I know it seems like all I do is bitch, but hey , it helps me , to get it off my chest , n hopefully get a responce from u all... I have yet 2 start on a house project, 2 get my mom's house n yard in order vs what it is. but my problem is I seem 2 get no help from my brother. I get attitude from my little sis, I have yet 2 figure out why all the resistance r attitude I n my wife r getting from her. all she needs 2 do is get her place empty of other peoples stuff, so that she can gather all the stuff of her's at her mom's house out the way.hmm lets start by stateing this question , if u have some dead realitives shit in u'r house, how long would it take you 2 get rid of it , a weekend, or all the years it will take 2 slowly get r done? wellp , I n My wife cant move into the house 2 staryt on the project at hand cuz someone elses shit is in our way, but its not my issue, when its in my way, of moveing my family out of a seriously hosstile enviremnent , where we fear for the safety of our family .... I am told it is being worked on , but at the same time dont see any boxes moveing anywhere, other than in the way, not out of the house in question.hmm I ask what I can do 2 speed up this process bu get nothing but resistance, so mayby my little sibbelings can both get up off there asses n get shit done without any help, cuz mayby they will mosely get r done, n by that time the house will fall into disseray n the house itself will just fall doun . but hey, I guess my family will wait 4 the 3 of them 2 get that fire lit under there asses n get shit done, while we get into daily fights with our nasty/rude/racestjust plain ass-holes of neighbors, n while the fights become more intense, the landlord lookinh the other way, n we r missrabel cuz of all the black mold n mildew in r apartment, wich is reaking haveic on my 19month old daughter who has yat 2 recive all of her shots yet, but hey , we have all the time in the world 2 wait for the slugs of the family r doing whatever, in the safety of there homes, n hope that all is well with them. r mayby we ( my family should just leave n stand back n watch what they decide 2 do, n laugh my ass off when nothing they do will ever bring that house out of the dump it currantly looks like from the street , let alone the inside where walls r bare, boxes of crap litteraly line every room in that house , n no not a singel space is wasted in this box collecting stuff not being let go of , cuz u just might need that washer n rusty nails n hammer 4 something doun the road, but hey i am just tryin 2 get er done, ....cuz i just don't see the point in putting off 2morow what u can get done 2day. irritated, yes, cuz we live in a shit hole with only 3 windows, n a bunch of ahole neighbors who would love nothing more than 2 start a fight with us over them being dicks, or the fear of them bringing there gangbanger friends or ...but we can stay , i guess living in fear is o.k. Now lets move on , 2 a differant subject concerniong the same people.... my darling little sister is driveing her moms car in wich mom is still payin 4 her insurance???crist, get ur own car, u can easily go doun n find some used pice of shit n finance it n work on building up you creidit ,and in no time u'll b where we r n can get a brand new vehical 4 0% apr, realy it just takes a little time .while our mom drives a even bigger pice of shit , n when it breaks doun, n dosent start anymore, u think u'll get something 4 it as a trade in then??hmm lets just keep running those cars 2 the grtound, gee , my mom n dad never gave me a car that they paid 4 n put me on therew innsurance, why becuz when I need 2 drive my happy ass will go get a licance n go from there , not I repeat not take someobne else 4 a ride, n ues there shit till its a compleate wast of time n mony 2 fix r trade in....but hey eventualy she'll get her oun home (not her Grandmas trailer) r her oun car not her mom ) unlike us that have been playin that credit game 4 3 years n in 2-5 year will have not only enough 4 a doun payment, but it wont b co sighned by any one except my wife n I while we throw away 719 a month n budget a hole $6 , to feed a family of 4!And for the record, I starve evey day just so my daughter gets feed n we have a dinner (my onbe mneal of the day ) god it is soooo nice 2 go 2 the foodbank n get nothing but bread n junkfood! And some how make just $50 bucks 2 much 2 qwalify 4 food stamps!! and lets not forget about that lovely father who dosent think that givin his son child suport is a noval idea,.... yep ,my mom gave us a loan, 2 fix r car , n she was allmost willing 2 shell out $800 4 what les schwab did 4 less than 200, but i guess trhe safty of our family just isnt part of anybody elses concern when r breaks go out n we get into a accedent, but hey , dose it matter , that all the money my mom gives us is a loan , 2 b paid back!!!hmmm but hey I'm just the only sibeling out there 2 start a family . Current Mood: infuriated Current Music: slayer/Ozzy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
7:32 am	Hmmm Well its been awhile , but here goes. Had r car in the shop again, 4 r breaks, 1st stop Middas of Renton. They tried 2 sell me on $700 worth of necacery work,started 2 call around.Next day goto Les Schawb n surprise , same work was done 4 less than $200!hmmm The family next door finely moved out!(oh happy dance!) And they litteraly left a paper trail of "parking violations" 4 as far back as '02....Hope they get pulled over! I know that is not a nice thing 2 say but, my family had 2 deal with them blocking us from gettin in r out of our parking spot.since the first day we moved in back in Aug!As well as other crap they tried 2 pull. I am still working on getting my folkses house in order.Have found some people 2 help with it all, but it will probally take up a good chunk of my free time 2 do all this.Have found a few people who know about construction , need ore peoples on that . And need 2 get in touch with Manic, 4 computer stuff. All in all there will be a lot of changes 2 that house.and if any out there knows a thing r 2 on fixing old cars that would b oh so nice! Wellp I have finaly made it 2 the next leval within the seattle hempfest org.So that will eat up any remaining free time as well.But I have 2 say , that when u leave a message 4 someone in "core" 2 call u back, it shoulnt take allmost a full month 2 call set person back...(damm stonners , lay off the pipe n pickup the phone, realy it wont bite!) Well gotta run my daughter just woke up so.... Current Mood: drained Current Music: 98.1 (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
7:48 am	went 2 a meeting at my moms house, I brought my daughter along with the rest of my fam 2.Things went well, my daughter got restless twords the end so we decided 2 go home .thinking she was tired, but mostly for the rest of us who had 2 goto work/school in the morn. wellp dinner went off without a hitch, n let aryana out of the chair, n she said her goodnights 2 mom n big bro.gave her night cap(a warm cup o milk) and proceded 2 go have my last smoke of the night.thinking she was cotent. And then she lost it, n i put out a newly lit one to go tend 2 her, c whats up, dyper dry(check), bottel -half full/empty (check)and so forth,why was my daughter acting so whiney?So she told me... now i under stand some of what shes sayin,but something bout going car ride 2 drandmas , n no grampa( as her face just contorts n lets out big tears n sniffels, conposes hersel n coumntines this grampa / grams thing 4 over 40 mins, as we sat in our rocking chair, i held her we jabbrd n drank a new bottle of warm milk , rocked herself 2 sleep.and now it hits me she fineally knows that grampas gone. and this my friends us wht we chose 4 our daughter not 2 join us at the memorial.(she did come n join us 4 the actual funeral servace) not 2 b mean but we knew if she saw that huge pic of him , she would have lost it 4 sure.I know it will b a lot easyer 2 talk with her when we can actually have a conversation( some adults need 2 learn this ability 2 comunicate). but I cant expect a hole lot from her ither at 19months going on 20. reason again 4 me 2 let go certain bad habits. Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: distindegration-cure/anything by Faith and Desease (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
12:10 am	just a day...... M day started out great, boy I just love my new alarm clock at 4 A.M.,my lovely daughter just fell asleep 3 hours prior. She promply took a "nap" from 7:30ish till 9:45.. Enjoyed a nice brunch at IHOP, with my mum. Went bsck 2 her place 2 go through some boxes of stuff, n move a plant 4 her. all was well, then the front doors dorknob fell off. (it had a nice life of 30 odd years or so) So we packed my little girl back in da car .... n nap time came once again-it's the majic of car rides,anyhoo. my lovely wife came to pick us up n 2 look at the door, we goto the nearest home depo, n upon returning 2 moms house realize r tire is flat! Damm murphy! well we all got a bucket of happieness out of it, KFC 2 the recue yeah I know it was'nt pop'eyes, but hey wwhens someone else is buyin... and well we get home to find our furry little friend was all woe b gone cuz he was seperated from his food dish, but hey he felt the need 2 3 run past me doin 50 miles out the front door when I left in the morning so he brought it on his little self. just an average day of running around. Current Mood: blah Current Music: they might be giants, mr bungel (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
12:05 am	BBQ well again with the future.... had an idea about throwin doun a bbq/play at the beach/celebration and we are inviting family n friends in advance , so if ur free that weekend and not doing anything,we would love 2 see u .we'll have directions latter, 4 those who r interested.It will b an all day thing,or from when we set up n leave.Now if ur big on being drunk in public, gotta tell u , it's gonna b at a city park, so sorry this will probely not b ur party of choice.Howeva if we can get our yard under control, we will see in the future, right now just plannin this year.we'll get 2 the next one soon enough.Anyhoo Its gonna b a pot-luck style, so bring a dish, 4 the side or 4 the grill.bring botteld watter or some other tasty beverage.theres a place 2 swim, rent boats, play vollyball,a kids playground will b shoting disstance,a burger joint is there if u want something diff,as well as a boat launch.....if you happen 2 have one of those sea floating devices.anyhoo stay 4 a bit stay all day n meet some realy neat people.from all walks of life, n some in between.oh n no dog allowed eather , again not my rule.If ur free n interested we will send u more details in regards 2 the 2nd weekend in Aug.K?K! T.T.F.N. -Jc Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
9:16 pm	where too go, n what to see? I am so looking forward to the future. I just hope I can get it all in before I go home.Some things I look forward 2, takeing family vacations.Yes sometimes it'll end up like one of those national lampoons. but thats o.k. as well.one fond memory is the vacations in the redishorange van. Traveling/camping all over the great north west.We even drove through Walla Walla Washington.....at the same time watching catoons with a sales man(duck).Amyone whos been there can tell u it's not all that.but stuff like that , building fun (hopefully) memories for my children as well. I look forward to takein my children to all the fun spots (untill they turn pre teen), Wild waves, Seattle siance center,zoos n such. There was one town that had the Flintstones as a small theme park.Or other fine places to go, that have natural wonders... We could go visit Mt.Rainer or Mt.St.Helens (or untill she pops), or a Rain forest,mini gorges, sand dunes n beaches,potholes St park.... Go sailing in the straits, can do a drive by the troll under the bridge, or frollic n sail kites or klimb old pipes at gas works,or hey we could visit handford n go play in the dirt, oh all the fun places to go n c .right here in our own back yard. then theres the surounding state's and countrys. what elese is there too do in this area????? Current Mood: rejuvenated Current Music: sky crys mary/the legandary pink dots (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
8:51 am	hmmm Wwll, just needed 2 get this off my chest... this one is directed 2 ,da preacher (wannab) man. You and ur brother shared a wonderfull life with ur old man(G.hooper) and both of you shared a new life with ur wife n kids. all of us have fond memories of hangin out with u n you'rs. but, I cant realy remember any of u at ur brothers house 4 more than 5mins, over a decade, n only on special occations. What what what? You say ur all about the family, but desert us in r times of need. you tell us were going to hell cuz of a photo on r wall, (a pic of a coupel , who r knealing in front of each other as eqwil partners).Or that ur offended by r slang n street talk.or that we have yet 2 take jesus as our lord n saviour..... hold that thought. OR when ur preacher comes 2 my dad's(ur brothers) burial.And during it all trys to save our soals or whateva.Like none of my family ever was babtized???you bring you'r second as well as ur first wife. While you go 2 da hospital how many times???,once? and when you do u again try to "pray" 4 him , like he is some lost soal.?I mean realy you sounded like you were giving him his last rights.Grrr. wanna know what my G.hooper n his son my dad,taught me??? That love see's no skin color,net worth,or whatever. That he was very spiritual and wise beyond his years. He loved my mom n me soo much that he sold her his hot-rod n baught a family van( which he converted it into a mini motor home) She knew yjen he was never going to leave her, or us! and while she stood/sat/sleept by his side, for weeks, u c him only once??before he came home 2go home. That while you'r doun here trying to gather new people (cuz ur church is dieing?)Or trying to "save all of us lost soals n we will b lost until we take Jesus as our lord n all that..... Well kewsflash! while ur still trying, he lived it ,so much so that he aint in no limbo, but hangin out in heavon with his n ur's mom n dad.and a hole host o real friends and family !Hey Mr preacher man, do u realy need me 2 tell u this??That the last time I checked , Jesus was the lords only son, soooo Jesus's dad(i.e the lord)is still the lord n not the other way wround?Hmmm My dad showed me unconditional love when he took me in as someone elses boy, n raised me like his oun son(my bro),and loved all 4 of us sooo much that they decided to round it all off our beautifull sister! And while I may b just a little jelous cuz my little sis is more mixed than I.Or that even as we a family all stood there putting him in the ground, he got it right n u mr sir ,should take a step back when you see the hole big rainbow of skin colors, n realize He did it,when u count how mixed are faily is, n how people from all religons were ther, paying respect to a very loveing n understandin,careing,intalectual and spiritual man, who dose belive in a higher power, esspecialy ,when that higher power helped him 2 overcom his secret drinking habbit, and when he died the first time, he got sent back,it wasnt his time, nor was he 2 remane in that comma 4 ever.He came back with the knowlage of a bigger pic than just the one we see with our own eyes.As above so below.and moreover a second chance that lasted over ten years with us!!!!!He went in his home when he was ready , n not hangin around 4 weeks in pain, but qwietly in his sleep in his house suronded by friend and family!!He is more than a great man in life with a resume that was so impressive I cant even begin to tell the world.Again mr precher man, wanna know a little more, he loved my wife his n r son from a previous, as well as my daughter as his only granddaughter. so now he has his set of grandkids, n his olny set of grandkids.And when my daughter walks the streets n see's a blak man she'll think of grandpa first . Then thers the rest of our mixed family as well to reunforce his n our belife that love see's no skin color!So now that your one n only son marries outside ur race n into a even larger family, n produced a very beautiful granddaughter 4 u. That you can show by example what my dad taught us about it all. Jc P.S, as u may know there are spelling errors, I know this, but with a 18month old, I dont have time 4 spell check, K.N thanks 4 NOT correcting my spelling or grmmer. -Jc Current Mood: indescribable (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 26th, 2005
9:49 pm	Rant Hi there all, This is my first time(on LJ) that is, n hope 2 meet new peep's as well. Life is ,as it is, n I can't complain , but now I guess can....hmmmm. i'll save that for latter on, or 4 a rainy day. I'm a father w/2 two kids, ones itti bitti, n the other well, a pre teen. I have a beautifull wife, weve been 2gether 4 3 years. I also have a very large mixed family n friends I consider family. my good friends n family know who they are and in my lowest times they are by my side shining the light, or a shoulder to lean on and I am 4 them in dark times,to b a light or sholder as well. Now I don't hate people , I may dislike some of their mannerisims , so 2 speak, then there are people whom i would'nt invite to a slumber party. but again ,dont hate just dont see eye 2 eye. then there r those who fall into a differant category....n mayby u just might overstand a few of these cuz in ur journey through life u bumped into a few of these folks at the cheekout line. those who like being selfish,racest,stupid, or religious freaks who tell u u'r going to hell becuz,or there god is all that r whateva, dont care, u have u'r god'or goddess, n thats fine. i have mine n we all will get 2 the afterlife(heaven)n duke it out there.... and I have my belifes n opinions as well as you have you'rs if u wanna talk 1 on 1 thats fine,but don't come n try 2 shove you'rs n I wont aw well.people who take both sides of the esscalator n keep us fast stair climbers stuck like chuck behind them. or the people who think I'm part os miss cleo's clann - the ones on the road who don't know how to use there turn signals or cruising and useing cell phone/changing dirty dipars in the back seat/putting on makeup-whateva-doin 10 under the posted speed limit in the fast lane. The people who r clossed minded. the politicians who r crooked n da whole legal system. oh need I forget wanna b preacher boys.little boys that will have a son but wont b man enuff to raise him.mothers who chase the dragon , n abandon her little boy.all the people who pre judge.ruthless vindictive backstabing jerry springer freaks that will smile 2 ur face n stab u n da back.or the people who talk shit behind ur back but cant say it 2 ur face.people who f**kn abuse -n leave that one at that!upermiddel class spoiled kids at the mall. wellp there r others.....but hey I get along with most other people, freaks I can hadel....the crazzies I can'nt.I sub noses at the ballet n jam with drums. I can hang with da goth n mingle with the metal heads. live with the hippies but not in some cult.I listen n enjoy most music, except "old" country,new stuff...eh I have one 45 of the new stuff.rasied on A.M. old school n funk with a little disco n elvis with my other parent.foundness 2 the 80's club music n bluegrass.even(gasp)a 80's big hair concert-don't ask 4 I am ashamed....wellp I know some dont want 2 hear this but disco never died but just evolved into various sub groups therin of techno.....hmmm do we really need one more season of american idol? are they (the recording industry)that desperate 4 r kids 2 worsip? do we forget the "wham/menudo/tiffany/britny spears".....?I wonder if "top40" will "transform" itself r become musak. who really cares wich is better n is willng to consume there whole house 2 one cola company or the other??hmmm f'n marketing .... wellp again, a cant complain.......but remember when. Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)